Tuesday, September 13, 2005

felt so rotten last night
so i appeared offline
then went offline
cant stand the sight of seeing him online
then we're lyk this.

pathetic.
JUST WNA MAKE THINGS RIGHT
but i noe i cant

yeah.
did a lil of lantern..
helped mah maid.
MAHAUNTIEROCKS :D
mwahahaha

wanted to slp early
but thnks to the lantern,
i cant.
bah.
listened to songs again.

it hurts damn bad when i listen to liao jie.
it hurts very bad when i listen to This I Promise You.
if any guy sings/dedicates/actually MEAN the song to me;
i'll really love him :D
heh.

but aniw,
yah.
HEN XIANG NI was horrid too la.
then i began tinking..
tinking so many things through.

and i realise i still cant let him go.
i mean, i really really really really really
still like him a lot.
so how do u expect me to let go?
broke down so much
talked to God
hmmm.. i hope he has the right plans for me.
yeah.

cmon GIRL. PULL URSELF UP.

went to sch
was abt to leave canteen for classrm
turned him n saw him walking towards parade sq.
wtf..
i really dont wna see him >:cos it hurts la.

damn this aching heart.

stayed in canteen for a lil while
then i saw hisclass pple coming down
o.o saw him later

i turned away
i turned away
i turned away
i dont wna elaborate anymore.
):

sigh.
i jus hope i can feel better?
yeps, i really hope so.
i wna get my adidas bag!!! :D
one thing to be happy abt?

actually, i have SO MANY things to be happy abt?
- have my dearest loveliest family
- have my frens to laugh with me,
talk to me, play with me..
so many to name!! :D
- i still have my brillant talent wit me.
yes, mentioning this, i must RUN SOMEDAY!! :D


but i still dont have him.. right?

only almost here,
12:32 AM.